24 February, 2008

Melancholy

This song somehow haunts me.. how true....

"pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata
tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila
is pyaar mein hon kaise kaise imntihaan
ye pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar
ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar..."

PS: This is from Salaam-e-Ishq.. sung by Kailash Kher...

14 February, 2008

Lonliness...a Pinnacle

Ayn Rand said " Every lonliness is a pinnacle"
But i believe, every pinnacle is a lonliness...
Not because no one wants to be with you, but because you don't want to be with anyone..
We long for company, and shoo people away....

Its as if the more you grow, the lesser you tolerate people...
Or maybe i'be just become cynical...

10 February, 2008

My Mind... is it ??

Has it ever happened that you feel scared of being happy...

That the joy of the moment, or the mere thought of it, brings with it a fear...

I seem to have lost it... or may be mind has just decided to show me the reality...

02 February, 2008

I'm Safe

For the first time today, I felt scared of travelling.. In the National Capital...
We all talk about the place becoming a safer city... and i used to believe in the same..

Only till today. For the first time, i had to think a million times before taking a direction... scared that the person sitting next to me will try to abuse me..

For the first time i realised what is meant to psychologically weak..
How everything around you looks harmful... as if everyone is conspiring against you...
everything is blown out of size.. gigantic..

Mind.. a funny thing... won't you say !!